I remember so vividly the morning of September 11, 2001. I’m sure you do as well.
My typical morning routine was not to have the television on but on that particular day I just wanted the background noise while I was getting ready. My children, seven, three and three years old were playing and doing their normal thing. As I walked into my bedroom where the TV was on, I noticed I was hearing Peter Jennings speaking. This caught my attention because Peter Jennings was the night time anchor for ABC World News at the time. I turned out of curiosity to see why he was on and while I listened in concern to what had happened in New York, I watched as the second tower was hit. I was no longer just concerned, I was terrified because I knew. I went down on my knees and prayed.
My large, beautiful, false-sense-of-security BUBBLE was obliterated. I called my husband at work because I knew that unless someone came in the store to tell him, he wouldn’t know. It wasn’t long before he was home. I took the kids outside and was afraid when I saw planes flying. I spoke to my neighbor and he was already talking about war. I just wanted to feel safe and more than anything, I wanted my children to feel and be safe. Then came weeks of television coverage that you didn’t even have to have cable news to receive.
There are many stories written about that day. There were so many acts of heroism, rescues, losses and devastation. I read someone else’s story while on vacation this summer. She experienced the horrific tragedy first-hand. Escape from the World Trade Center is Leslie Haskin’s story.
Ms. Haskins takes you through her entire day beginning with her morning commute, her reaching her offices located on the thirty-fifth and thirty sixth floors of the North Tower, (Tower One), her dramatic escape and her eventual arrival home. She, like so many others, suffers from PTSD and part of her therapy is the painful act of journaling all that she can remember of that day. Of course there is much in this book I could never relate to but there were things there that did resonate with me because we all experienced that day in varying degrees.
“We see with our hearts. Our eyes are simply catalysts that carry images. Our eyes capture flowers and our heart knows serenity. Our eyes capture a child at play and our heart knows joy. They capture beauty and we know love. They capture war and we are acquainted with mortality. My eyes captured hatred and suffering, and my heart knew sorrow. They captured death and destruction and my heart knew fear.”
“I looked back to Manhattan Island in stillness. There it stood in the unfamiliar magnificence of surrender – WEAK. Then, in almost perfect rythym and easy gracefulness – in a huge cloud of black smoke – over in seconds – gone – FAILED. Tower Two surrendered her ghosts – COLLAPSED.
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust.
Jesus wept. (John 11:35)”
Take time to remember today. Mourn with those who mourn and remember all that was lost. And then, in your own part of the world, LET FREEDOM RING.